Thursday, December 25, 2008

*CHRISTMAS TRADITIONS*







CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT TRADITIONS AND FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS AROUND THIS TIME MY FAMILY RENTS A GIGANTIC VAN SO WE CAN ALL FIT AND WE DRIVE AROUND A LOOK A THE BEST GRISWALD CHRISTMAS LIGHTS.. IT IS SO MUCH FUN, AND THE VAN IS SERIOUSLY SO BIG IT FIT 12 OF US WITH ROOM TO SPARE, WE GOT SOME PIZZA AND SAW SOME REALLY PRETTY LIGHTS, I AM ALL ABOUT THE LIGHT FIXTURES, LIKE SNOWMEN AND PENGUINS, ANOTHER TRADITION WE DO AND HAVE DONE FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS ON CHRISTMAS EVE MY MOM MAKES HER HOMEMADE DELICIOUS CLAM CHOWDER AND THEN WE GO DOWNTOWN, AND LOOK AT THE LIGHTS, AND RIDE AROUND IN A CARRIAGE.. I LOVE THIS TRADITION AND I HOPE WE ALWAYS DO IT, THIS YEAR BOBBY WAS ABLE TO COME ALONG WITH US BECAUSE HIS FAMILY IS IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING TO IOWA, SO IT WAS NICE TO HAVE HIM WITH ME.. IT WAS BITTER BITTER COLD OUTSIDE, BUT THANK GOODNESS BOBBY IS A GIANT AND HE KEPT ME WARM.. I AM SAD THAT CASSIE JASON AND THE KIDS WERENT ABLE TO COME THIS YEAR WHEN YOU ARE MARRIED YOU HAVE TO START THE EVERY OTHER YEAR THING :(.. AVA HAD FUN ONCE WE STOOD HER UP SO SHE COULD SEE JERRY OUR HORSE.. JEREMY WAS OUR DRIVER AND HE WAS VERY NICE, HE LET US STOP AND GET OUT AND LOOK AT THE GIANT HOLE THEY HAVE DUG FOR THE NEW MALL.. USUALLY WE GO ON A DIFFERENT ROUTE ON THE CARRIAGE BUT DOWNTOWN IS ALL TORN UP, BUT WE STILL WENT THROUGH SOME LIGHTS AND ITS JUST BEAUTIFUL... SO ONCE AGAIN CHRISTMAS EVE, WAS A LOT OF FUN.. I DIDNT REALLY GET PICS OF CHRISTMAS DAY BUT I JUST WOULD LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE MY FAMILY,(ALL MY PRESENTS FROM MY MOM WERE SURPRISES AND SHE DID PASSED THE TEST LOL) THEY ARE AMAZING. I AM A VERY LUCKY GIRL, BOBBY IS AN INCREDIBLE BOYFRIEND WHO SPENDS EVERYDAY MAKING SURE THAT I AM HAPPY..(HE MUST BE VERY TIRED AT NIGHT LOL) HE KNOWS ME SO WELL AND DID A REALLY GOOD JOB ON MY PRESENTS.. MY FUNNY GIFT HE BOUGHT ME WAS "I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER", AND THE SEQUEL HA THEY ARE MY FAVORITES SO TONIGHT WE ARE HAVING A MOVIE MARATHON.. SO THANK YOU FAMILY, AND BOBBY FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOT ME, AND JUST BEING THERE FOR ME. I REALLY DO HAVE A GREAT LIFE!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

BOWL O RAMA

Bobby*Megg*Josh*Britt




We went bowling the other night and it was so much fun, I love bowling... I probably wont ever go to fat cats again, eventhough they had killer breadsticks, and fun arcade games bowling is ridiculously overpriced... I am excited that Britt met and adorable guy, who is fun to be around cause god knows double dates arent fun if the other couple sucks lol!! I am excited for many more to come.! Britt kicked our butts the 1st game, it was hilarious she has this softball strength bowling arm I was amazed I should have recorded her. I sucked as usual, I taught myself how to bowl while drinking beer, and I think my brain is confused when its not there at the bowling alley ha ha! Bobby beat us all in the 2nd game, by the middle of the 2nd game I kind of gave up and started throwing the ball backwards, and taking A LOT of pictures, including me and Bobby's dance skills ♥ All in all it was a very fun night!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

A little about Megg!

How to play this game of tag. Post these rules on your blog. List 3 joys, 3 fears, 3 goals, 3 current obsessions/collections, 3 random surprising facts about yourself. Tag 5 people at the end of your post by leaving their names. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

3 JOYS:
1. Listening to the ocean, I know that I cant do that often, but I have the ocean recorded on my phone from Hawaii and sometimes I just imagine when I was there and how calm everything was. I would love to go back, I would even love to live there not forever but at least a year, I would come back fat and peaceful lol!(Bobby what do you say!?)

2. That I met the guy I am going to spend the rest of my life with! I always was told you will just know when you meet that person, and I was so against dating I loved my single life, but I know now that I would never trade what we have for anything. He loves me for me, and that is the best feeling in the world, to know that I can be me I can have crazy days, and happy days, and at the end of whatever day I am having Bobby will be there..

3.Hanging out with my friends, I love when we all get together and laugh, for a very long time.. I am lucky to have different groups of friends that all know me, and we all have different kinds of fun. Nothing beats going to Vegas with my posse ha ha! I have so many fun memories of trips, nights out, even just sitting at dinner and talking about anything and everything.. Its nice to know that I have made unconditional friends through all the bullshit life throws at you..

3 FEARS:
1. Being alone, not just without Bobby but really alone. I cant imagine my life without my family, without Bobby, or without any of my friends. I wish that life didnt have to work in certain ways..
2. Not being successful or motivated.. I can get myself into these ruts where I just want to cry, when nothing seems like its going to be ok and I just fear that one day I might not be able to help myself out of those times..
3. Having a family, I am scared to death to think about actually being a parent, I always thought eh Kids they arent really my thing, but then Bobby had a way of affecting that way of thinking to. Now I am excited for our future, and I am excited to see just how cute our baby will be ha ha ha!

3 GOALS:
1. Become either, an educator, or a Product rep in my career. I cant decide what road I want to follow yet but I know that it is one of those paths. I love my career choice for that reason. It has so many options for me to pursue, that helps a lot with someone who gets bored very easily..
2. To be Happy, I am happier than I have ever been, but I want to be the best girlfriend, friend, daughter that I can. I want to make sure I am always there for everyone in my life, I want Bobby to know I am always going to be by his side, whenever he needs me. I want to be there to motivate him when he gets down, cause god knows he has been there for me.. I also want us to love our jobs, and buy a place that is ours.. I just want to live life everyday to the fullest..
3. I want to go on a cruise, I am not sure when this goal will happen but I hope that it can happen within the next year..

3 CURRENT OBSESSIONS/COLLECTIONS
1. Blogging, ha ha I love to write random stuff and to keep in touch with my friends. its just fun and a very easy way to pass the time.. I love it cause I can say whatever I want because it is my blog MINEEEEEEEEEEE!lol I am also glad that I dont just have Bobbys name on it, but that he actually writes messages himself.. He is such a trooper...
2.Heroes, I love that show. We watch it every Monday night and if we arent able to we watch it online Tuesday night.. It is soooo good and I hope that their ratings stay up cause I need a 4th season.. I am obsessed with the character Peter, who is played by Milo(cant spell his last name) he is our favorite character that when Bobby and I move into our own place we want a pug named Milo!!
3. Going to the gym, I am not obsessed with it but it is something I try to do at least 5 times a week. It just makes me feel better, it gets out any frustration I have, plus I can eat more woo woo!

3 RANDOM SURPRISING FACTS ABOUT MYSELF:
1. I dont think there is anything people dont know about me, I am a talker lol.. Ok here is one, I love photography.. I want to enroll in classes and make it more of a hobby. I miss school where I took photography for 3 years, I love dark rooms, and making the photos your own..
2. I want to learn Italian, I told myself when I was in Italy that before I went back there I would be able to speak their language.. It is such a beautiful language. So maybe I can enroll for Italian and Photography!!
3.I am a professional texter, I Have worn out 4 chocolate phones in the past year from texting, I wore the buttons right off ha ha the verizon guy was amazed at my phone you couldnt even read the numbers anymore... I should enter a text contest!

Well I guess if you are bored like me, then you can do this survey.. Its pretty fun, and it makes you think about your life and where it has been where it is and where you can help it go!!!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

*Merry Christmas*


I dont want to mail them out but this is Bobby and My Christmas card, by our beautifully decorated Tree ha ha ha ha! I know dont be jealous cause your tree is lacking unlike ours... No we didnt get a tree this year, I want to wait until we dont have roommates so I can go all Griswauld on our house!! :) I am excited for Christmas this year because this is Bobby and My 1st Christmas together, and since his family is in the process of moving to Iowa he is spending the night at my parents house.. I love that my family adores Bobby(my mom loves him so much that he is always right ha) Its just nice knowing that I have finally met the man who was made for me, the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with.. He just understands me, and he makes me want to be a better person. He has a way of always making me smile, even when I am making my pissed face, I cant help but crack a damn smile everytime... I love him for that though, because then I cant stay in my pity me moods(I am spoiled what can I say?) I am able to talk to him about anything and everything, believe it or not Bobby knows pretty much everything about me (and he still loves me WOW!!! thats when you know he's a keeper ha!) I dont know, I could go on and on about Bobby, but I think I have embarrassed him enough.. I guess all I can say is I am lucky that I was given the chance to meet and fall in love with my Best friend!!♥

Sunday, November 30, 2008

I TaG EverYoNe WhO ReaDs ThiS!!

*Open you pictures on your hard drive. Go to the fourth folder, and open the Fourth picture. Post the picture and tell a little bit about it*



This was actually just last night ha ha I cant figure out bobby's computer and I just make a new folder for every date and last night happened to be the 4th one! Anyway Brit and I were watching the spazzmatics and striking a little pose on the dance floor, Britt is a very talented photographer ha ha ha!!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

TURNING 26 WAS A GOOD TIME






MY 1ST PIC WITH BOBBY AT 26, ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITES!!

I PROMISE I WASNT CRYING BECAUSE THERE WERE SO MANY CANDLES!

ALL OF THE GIRLS EXCEPT FOR JENN AND LEXIE
MY BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY FLOWERS♥

AT THE OYSTER BAR

So my birthday was on Tuesday and for everyone and anyone who knows me I love my birthday week ha ha since I am now in my laaaaaaaaaate 20's I decided I will just have a 2 day birthday!! I found some Jazz tickets online for Mondays game, and they were CHEAP!! anyway I text all my friends and asked who wanted to go, and we ended up getting a pretty big group 18!! So I planned a little appetizer wine get together before at the Oyster Bar downtown cause I love that place and havent been in so long, so 8 of us went there for dinner and had a blast we were a little late for the game but we got there before half time, and were there for the last really annoying shot by the bulls I am sorry Jazz :(... But the night itself was so much fun!! For my actual birthday the next day Bobby and I woke up(I was slightly sick from the previous night lol)and we went to Breakfast with my mom, I was going to make Bobby learn how to make crepes but I decided to be nice ha ha!! Then after Breakfast Bobby and I went back home and I was surprised to find my presents were all set out for me!! He had bought me flowers and they are beautiful he remembered the lilies.. I also got my fav movies Sex in the City and the Kite Runner also a Gyptian cd and he bought me and Ipod stereo so I wouldnt have to drag his computer in the bathroom anymore to listen to music while I got ready... I think the most thoughtful gift though was the gift card he got me for the beauty supply store(its a tax write off for me ha ha ha) I also had a cookie basket from Ans Brit and Nicki and it was so cute, and the cookies are fabulously delicious (thank you girls) after my presents we went and saw Twilight and it WAS GOOD!! Bobby even liked it. That night I went to Z tejas with some of my family and good friends and it was a lot of fun my mom paid my Nordstroms bill and got me a new flat iron :) and I got a gift card for some much needed early morning coffee!! All in all it was a fabulous birthday so thank you to everyone for coming and for the gifts and the calls Jenners all my birthday was missing was you!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Bobby and I are Bloggin~~





Well I decided that Bobby and I would write a blog together do something new~ bobby thinks I am crazy because I ♥ blogging, but he agreed to love me for me so I guess he cant complain~ Is that right? well then...... megan thinks I'm crazy because I love all this "rap" music, but she signed up for the same deal I did, sooooooo..... I hope that there's anyone who can follow this... I love Bobby, him and I are just two wierd peas in a pod that fit!! Bobby has already given up on this bloggin together lol! (that's what she said!!!) So this week has been fun I got my surgery done so I was on bed rest all week well Bobby just couldnt function without me and he got sick so he could be on bed rest too ha ha! We have been inseperable all week, jenn came over last night and played some fusion frenzy with us, man o man is that game fun.. I was sad tonight when Bobby had to work, but my mom wanted to go to his work for dinner so we still got to kind of hang out YAAAAAAAAAY! From the other side of things, it was pretty fun to see the whole holloway clan in one place at one time, those kids need to be reclassified as untapped energy sources that this world has yet to discover!! No need to drill for oil in alaska if you ask me!! (i am sorry if anyone is lost right now!) I think Bobby and I are going to go watch yet another fantastic 80's comedy-(Raising Arizona) now because we are both too wierd for you all!! (That's what she said!!)Peace bitches!! ♥

Happy Birthday Mama!!







Today is my mom's birthday and I guess I just wanted to write a blog to her!~ I love my mom, she has been by my side every step of the way and believe me I have done some stuff that I dont think I would have blamed her for not wanting to be there but she always was.. Whenever I am in trouble I always turn to my mom, she is my best friend and since I have been getting older I realize it more and more.. I can always ask her and she will always answer some way that just makes me feel better.. I have come to her with problems with friends, boyfriends, life and she hasnt ever turned me away and I am grateful for that. I hope when Bobby and I have kids one day that I can be there for my kids like she is for me.. She was there for me during my surgery and when I was out I just wanted to go back to my apt and it was the first time that I didnt need her and it makes me sad, and boy did it make her sad ha ha! I guess there comes a day when you grow up ah who am I kidding I just make bobby baby me now ha ha!~ No my friends know what a great mom I have, ha she has even come to Wendover with us before she is a great time. I love that I am old enough now to realize that she is a friend, a true friend and I love to spend time with her, I think moving out helped that a lot cause now I miss her more.. I love my mom, and I hope that I get to make many more memories with her and I get the chance to have my kids have the greatest grammy in the world(the other kids in the pics are my nieces and nephew i just had to show em off!).. I love you Mom~

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

My SurgerY!

So I went into have my ear surgery yesterday and I think it was successful! I had my mom and Bobby with me and they were keeping my mind off of going in, this was my 1st surgery so I was a little scared to go under, but it was easy, best nap ever ha! The nurse I had was really nice, she kept making us laugh and I was the favorite patient of the day yay me! Dr Peterson had to remove one of my ears bones because it was damaged and he replaced it with a prosthetic which is so crazy to me, I didnt know you could even do that in an ear? He had to fit it in take it out fit it in until it was the right fit.. its actually pretty painful and when I came out of surgery they couldnt find anything to calm the pain, I got a shot in my arm, in my thigh and finally they gave me a pain pill.. I do remember talking to the doctor after and I was happy because I could hear him, but now my ear is full of blood again and its formed a clot so now its all muffled so I will just have to wait and see if it comes back.! My mom is the best I decided to just come home after the surgery and she went and got my prescriptions and bobby and I some food and then she went to the store and got my favorite treats.. I have the best mom!! Everytime I tried to get up last night Bobby was right there making sure I was ok, and today he made me a bubble bath I love this boy!! I sent him out of the house today, cause he had the crazy stirs of being couped up all day ha.. Anyway thank you everyone who has been there for me through this whole thing I really do appreciate it!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

GO JAZZ!!

♥These 2 Girls Will Forever Be My Bestfriends♥









I had such a fun night tonight, I worked at the salon and I did Meghans hair, it turned out really cute! It was really nice to see her and catch up! I was lucky enough to get invited to a jazz game with Jenn(I am so happy she was in town) and her family so I invited Kristi and we were all set to go little did we know we were out of shape ha and almost passed out from the climb to our seats but I wouldnt want it any other way!! It was so much fun, and I want to go like that all of the time!! (thanks Jenn and Linda for the tickets!) The jazz I am happy to say won GO JAZZ, and the best part of the whole game was the way the Jazz bear threw water all over the angry Blazers fan ha!! it WAS hilarious... Or maybe it was Marley's cheering, man what a little cheerleader!! AFter the game Kristi and I went to CPK to visit Bobby o man I love hanging out with Kristi I am the biggest nerd and I never stop laughing(that is where the lovely pic of me comes in yikes) we ordered some food and were so hungry we consumed it in 10 minutes ha ha, we got a box for the left overs so Kyle could try it but then we finished it off before he got the chance.. I dont think I will be going to Bobbys work for awhile because I think I may have embarrassed myself but ya know sometimes its just what needs to happen! ;) All in all it was a very fun night, and I am so lucky to have the friends that I do, o and thank you Bobby for the hook up on the food!!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

HALLOWEEN AS DOPEY AND SNOW WHITE





I love Halloween, it has always been my favorite holiday... It all started when Jenn and I made Halloween our tradition, we would dress up every year usually our costumes matched.. and we would start early and go for hours, when we got cold we would stop at the hot chocolate donut house YUM!!! They are memories that both of us have never forgotten!! Halloween is just a fun holiday, you never cant find anything to do, this was my 1st year in my apt and I had trick or treaters!~ This year was also my 1st Halloween I have had a boyfriend I am lucky enough to be with someone that has a sense of humor and would let me dress him like a dwarf ha ha! Bobby I love yoU!!! In the morning I went with my family, to Kenna's school and walked around with all of the little kids at her school.. It was fun, but a little sad because her school is connected to a rest home, but some of the people there just love Halloween and they had huge smiles on their faces when they passed out candy.. Little kids just have a way of making you smile.. I wish I had pics of the kids, Ava was a devil, kennas was Belle, Ethan was the grim reaper ha, and macy was sharpay from HSM!! This was a good year, so I guess Halloween is still my favorite holiday (besides my birthday which is coming up ha ha ha ha)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

She's alive!!

Soooooo, As usual, I don't have TONS to say, but I figure my contribution is way past due. As you already know, Megan was in a pretty nasty little accident, and I have been trying my best to keep her happy and well taken care of. It was a little bit scary at first, seeing her all hurt like that, on all those drugs, but the little times when the happy parts of her shone through made all the hospital visits worthwhile. The ICU nurses even let me stay overnight, which is normally off limits, so I guess you could call me lucky....? Long story short, I'm glad to have my slightly off-balance girlfriend out of that hospital, even if she can only hear in one ear. And yes, she's in good spirits, she even managed to cut my hair last night, without any Van Gogh style injuries. Oh yeah, even though this may seem to be a slightly tardy post, I assure you it is only because I forgot the password to this blog, and had to wait and ask Megg, sorry......
-Bobby

Monday, September 29, 2008

O man o man what a crazy month this has been... I was so excited for my trips Bobby and I were going to Mesquite and Jenn Marley and I were going to COlorado but of course life works in wonderful ways and that wasnt my destiny.. I was at work 1 wed and I was talking to Joel our busser and I started to feel a little nauesous so I was going to the bathroom and the next thing I know I am waking up and its night time and I am in The ICU with tubes up my nose... I had fainted at work and hit my head on a table and fractured my skull in 2 places an ambulance came and took me to the emergency room they had to cut off my clothes which I am sad about i loved the shirt I was wearing. I guess I woke up while they worked on me and asked for bobby, then I was laying there and asked the doctor why the fuck my head hurt ha ha OOPS... I couldnt believe it, my hospital stay was ok I became friends with my morphine drip and almost slapped the plhembotomist that woke me up at 5 am to draw blood for the 10th time GRRRR!! No but I did realize how lucky I am I have an amazing family and an incredible boyfriend and so many selfless caring friends... Thank you for everyone that came to see me, it helped me so much!! I loved all of my flowers they helped brigthen my cold white room of death ha ha... I stayed in the ICU for 3 days and finally I was able to be in a room more friendly and Bobby was able to stretch out on a couch rather than 2 chairs he stayed with me always I can not believe how amazing he was and still has been.. I was so excited when they moved me into the other room cause I was able to go to the bathroom by myself YAY!!! I wasnt able to really eat in the hospital it was a shitty diet plan I couldnt wait till I got to eat... They let me go home on SUnday and I was so excited That night I ate pizza and I loved it, but then my back started spasming and has been ever since I have been back to the hospital twice since i have left and I have never felt so much pain its not even my head that is the problem, it does hurt and the clot in my right ear prevents me from hearing but when my back spasms and buckles my legs and I have to be held up while pain rips through my body I want to give up... Last night I fell to my knees when I tried to get up because I was in so much pain and i had to lay on the floor until Bobby got off work because no one was home and I couldnt get myself up... It has been horrible and I am trying to stay strong I am trying not to think I am a bad person and I deserve this but sometimes it is hard... I have already missed a almost 2 weeks of work and I am out this week as well I am trying not to be stressed but the bills dont stop just because I am injured... Hopefully the chiropractor tomorrow can help me align my back or cut off my legs ha ha NO way I wouldnt like that after the 1st day ha ha ha... No I just want to be better I want to feel alive again I want to not depend on a drug to calm the pain just so I can function minimially... Who knows how long this will last but I will try to stay in touch more and sorry for making everyone worry, but thank you so much for caring...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Have you Ever?

SO I am just having one of those days weeks months (I dont really know the time span) where I just feel overwhelmed and I fall easily into a form of depression.. I never knew that irritability was a sign of depression, but a few months ago I was always angry no matter what and I thought that it was because of my job,(W) man that job sucked, but this attitude I had towards life was so negative and I was destroying my relationships with friends and I knew I needed a change so I quit that job and I broke down and talked to my mom and realized that I wasnt alone both her and my sister had been through the same thing yay for genes! but I did feel better knowing there was an answer. I made an appointment for my doctor and started at the salon... I will admit that the salon helped a lot, I was finally in the career that I wanted and I knew that I could only grow in this career... I went and talked to my doctor and she suggested a couple vitamins for me to take, but I thought that I was ok, cause I hadnt been angry for a couple weeks maybe it was my old job so I didnt buy the vitamins... So I went to see her about a month later to see if my birth control was helping maintain my mood swings and in a way I believe that it helped balance things but it wasnt a cure so she gave me the list of vitamins again and I went and bought them and I have been taking them everyday (8 total UGH!) I still have days when I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep or cry, or nights when I just freak out for the littlest things and inside I know what I am doing is ridiculous but the anger wins and I just let go all this rage that I didnt even know I had left? It has come less often and I believe that the vitamins, no aspartame, and the physical activity I am trying to do more of has helped but I just want to be able to say that I am truly happy (mostly within myself) I have a great life, and I have been pushing some certain people out of it blaming them for my unhappiness when really it is me that needs to be blamed... I just wanted to thank Bobby he is my rock he has been there through this whole thing and he is not going to give up on me so I need to stop trying to push him away! I wouldnt know what to even do if I didnt have him! I love you BOBBY! I have great friends that I am realizing that do love me and are there to listen.. This has definitely built my relationship with my mom too it is a nice to talk to someone that has been through it and doesnt think I am crazy.. Right now I am trying to work through it without a prescription but my happiness means a lot to me, and if I need to I will do what I need to. I am trying to start writing more it helps me to get my feelings out on paper it is a sort of cleanse! I am also writing 5 things I am grateful for everyday and I may repeat some things :) I just need to remember everyday to be positive about myself, i need to think good thoughts when I look in the mirror and stop focusing on the bad I cant always be a size 4 and I know that I need to accept it.. I am happier knowing that Bobby will love me forever big booty or not ;) but I am done with the crazy not eating phase and killing myself at the gym it is not healthy and NO ONE should make you think that it is.. I need to realize there is more to life than the "perfect Body" I depended on it for way too long.. This is going to be the hardest struggle it is something I will most likely deal with for the rest of my life but hopefully I can stay strong and overcome the fear of being happy and love myself.. I am sick of putting on as front and always knowing deep down that I wasnt being completely honest.. I am just done pretending anymore, it is too hard to keep it hidden, because it will always come out sometime and its not worth it.. Thank you for all of the people that have been there with me and for me. I know that it has been a struggle but I promise one day it will all be worth it!

The Constitution only guarantees the American people the right to pursue happiness. You have to catch it yourself.
Benjamin Franklin

Thursday, September 4, 2008

COME IN FOR A NEW FALL STYLE!





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Friday, August 29, 2008

old school friends!


I just wanted to write a little blog to my friends.... I cant believe that we have been friends for as long as we have! I just love that we can get together once a year(it better be more often) and it feels like its only been a couple days.. Like lauren said I am now more sure than ever that we will all be friends forever.. I have some of my best memories with these girls, and a couple of the crew couldnt make it(erin Melissa, Becca) but I am hoping that we can all get together more often, even if its just 2 of us.. Its nice to have that comfort of knowing that I found the group of people I am going to grow old with! I am sad that I didnt get to see the shady guy walk Katie to her car, ha ha but I am sure there will be more randomness to come.. SO thank you girls for being some of the best friends a girl could ask for!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Park City



So yesterday Bobby and I decided to go up to Park City do something a little different for a change.. There was a huge fire in Draper yesterday and the air was horrible so we were thinking that maybe it would be nicer up in the mountains so we went to smiths and grabbed some snacks for our road trip lol and we were off.... too bad when we got there the smoke was worse than it was in Salt Lake :( I wanted to go to the discount cosmetics place to see if they had any of my make up that was stolen, they didnt but I did find some really pretty lip glass I got a set of 3, I would never go to that store if they didnt have good deals because the people that work there are the biggest bitches sorry but they are You receive horrible customer service Jenn You remember that place right? they didnt even greet us, and there were 3 people working and they just kept walking by and not saying anything, so I made my purchase and the only thing the lady said to me was "can I see your id" no thank you, not even a hello at this time so Bobby said WOW this is great customer service, and when we were walking out of the door, I looked at the lady and said "O by the way you are welcome for this purchase!" ha ha It makes me so mad that people like that can even have jobs yet I still shop there damn my make up addiction... I just dont see how hard it is to simply say Hello? nothing more but at least acknowledge the fact that I am there... Anyway so then we went to American Eagle, I havent been into an American Eagle for years, but surprisingly they had some really cute clothes and good deals... SO I went a little crazy and bought me some really cute new work clothes, I needed to stop shopping then considering I had already spent $100 at the beauty supply store(good thing thats a tax write off ha ha) so I made Bobby promise me that he wouldnt let me buy anything else... But then I made the mistake of going into ALDO I wish that I still worked there sometimes but only for the discount... They had the most adorable black purse ever and I wanted it so so so so bad, but I wouldnt buy it I was staying strong but Bobby knew that I wanted it and so he says to me " I havent bought you a surprise in awhile can I get you this?" O man I am such a lucky girl, and very spoiled :) so I am now the proud owner of the cutest black purse! YAY~~ Then we decided that we were done shopping and we went to dinner at Loco Lizard, I have never been, and it was really quite good so if you have never been I would recommend it.. I got the salmon salad, and Bobby got a smothered burrito of course I wanted his~(I love carbs!!) So ya that was our little adventure to park city... I think next week we might hit up the University mall in Provo woo woo~

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

SAY WHAT YOU NEED TO SAY


I Found this quote today and I just couldnt help myself I had to get some venting out... I have been going through a lot of changes lately as I have said, one of these changes is my friendships and the people I surround myself with. I have always tried to be the best friend that I can be, and I know sometimes that wasnt real great.. I went through a very bad time when I wanted to hurt everyone around me, I wanted to see just how far I could push people and I am sorry if you were one of those and I am grateful for everyone who has stayed by me through the thick and the thin.. But the 1 thing I have done that no one should be mad at me for and call me a bad friend is figure shit out for myself become stronger and I fall in love.. I am so sick of the drama, I am just done with it and I have had the last hopefully. I need to just move on, I have always said people are in your life for a reason and when that reason has come to an end than you need to just let them go they may come back but you cant fight non stop to try to keep them there.. I cant even imagine why a someone who calls themself your friend would tell you that you are a horrible friend because you dont go out with them all of the time anymore? it is SO easy to blame Bobby, dont even acknowledge the fact that I finally am in my career plus another job, ummm I am 25 o ya and maybe my DUI? that may have calmed down my partying, but NOPE it is all bobbys fault and it just makes me so mad.. I am just thankful that i have some of the friendships that I do it helps me to realize that i am good person and there are people out there that are happy for me, and they know that I am happy and I am only going forward... It just makes me laugh that my best friend (who has been there for everything) lives in Colorado and we dont see each other nearly as much as I would like but she isnt a bad friend because she isnt by my side 24/7... There comes a time in your life when you need to cut the umbilical cord from your friends and you need to find yourself, the true ones will be there behind you like a guardian angel the other not so great ones will fade into the distance, and you will miss them and it will hurt when you realize how conditional the friendship was but it is better to let go of the comfort of them and embrace the relationship you can have with yourself.. cause really ladies like Carrie said about relationships/friendships....

Well there are those that open you up to something new and exotic.

Those that are old and familiar.

Those that bring up lots of questions.

Those that bring you somewhere unexpected.

Those that bring you far from where you started.

Those that bring you back.

But the most exciting challenging relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. and if you find someone to love the you that you love, well then thats just fabulous....

So I just wanted to write this as a way of saying I am happy with where I am at, and where I hope to go in my life... Bobby in no way has every been and I cant imagine ever will be bad for me. So I am sorry to those who are too involved with their own bitterness to see it and support it, but mostly I am sorry because until you love you no one can...

Fresh Meat

So, not that I don't have lots to say, I'm new to this blog thing, and I just figure that with all the random thoughts that comprise my day, I'd put any potential readers to sleep. However, I don't want Megg to have all the mother-blogging fun on here, so now you get to hear from me! Alright, in the last few days I've gotten to go to the jack johnson concert, (which was fantastic), and we discovered a super fantastic surprise on our couch, left by one of the drunks who crash there sometimes..... and here I thought I was years away from tending infants!!! I was beaten to all the cool blog news, new camera, babysitting, etc, but trust me, it was lots of fun! Well, aside from home mantinence duties, things have been pretty quiet, I'm just trying to keep up with all the things life keeps throwing at us! Oh, more good news, Megan seems to be getting better, so, she's a lot happier as well. Happy times for all!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

jack johnson concert





We went to jack johnson last night and it was incredible.. It was my 1st time at @ a JAck Concert and he is now by far one of my favorite performers... his music is awesome that I already knew but the fact that he performed and sounded just like his cds I loved... I Am usually disappointed at concerts because musicians try to overdue the live performance and they end up sounding nothing like themselves which doesnt make going to see them worth it.. Why would you want to go see someone perform that you love only to listen to something that sounds nothing like them? Anyway his music is just so mellow and carefree it reminded me of hawaii and the peacefulness of that way of living is priceless. I wish that I had money so I could take a month off every year and just take a trip and relax in kauai...(also it reminded me of hawaii probably because chris and I were in line in Maui next to Jack ha ha) But ya it was a blast and our roommate Dylan caME , man he was a drunked sac of guts.. But it was pretty funny there was a time when he was singing jack, and then he would take the tune of a song and list the roster for the utah jazz in the beat ha ha ha It was quite impressive!~ Seeing all the drunk shenanigans at the concert made me sad, it made me think of all the things I missed out on because I was drunk. O I was there but its just a better experience when you can remember it and really listen to the music and just sit back and enjoy yourself.. O and not waking up with the nauseous dry mouth and bad attitude is fabulous also.. Anyway I would suggest if you havent seen jack johnson in concert or if you have never listened to his music that you become a fan right now~