♥Life is Good♥

I JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE BLOG TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS. I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT REALLY, BUT I AM JUST SO HAPPY AND POSITIVE LATELY. I HAVE LET GO A LOT OF THE NEGATIVITY AND TOXICITY I HAVE BEEN HANGING ONTO BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS WHAT I WANTED, WHAT I NEEDED. I KEPT DENYING THAT ANYTHING WAS WRONG, AND I THOUGHT HEY YOU LIVE AND YOU GROW BUT WHEN NOTHING CHANGES AND ALL YOU FEEL IS RESENTMENT AND ANGER TOWARDS SOMETHING/SOMEONE THEN IT IS TIME TO LET IT GO. DONT RUIN YOUR DAY, LIFE, SPIRIT BY HANGING ONTO SOMETHING THAT HAS MORE CONS THAN PROS.. I GUESS THAT IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED ONCE I LET GO, I JUST FELT A WEIGHT RELEASE OFF OF ME I FELT FREE, AND IT WAS FABULOUS.. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND I AM HAPPY, MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I WAKE UP TO MY SOULMATE ♥. BUT I KNOW IT IS MORE, I JUST WANT TO VALUE LIFE, I WANT TO LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST... BOBBY AND I HAVE STARTED READING THE BOOK OF MORMON, HE HELPS ME SO I CAN FIGURE OUT EXACTLY JUST WHAT NEPHI IS SAYING :) BUT EVERYNIGHT NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM OR HOW HARD MY DAY HAS BEEN I HAVE TO READ AT LEAST 1 CHAPTER, I CANT SLEEP IF I DONT HA HA.. WE ALWAYS USUALLY END UP READING MORE. I DONT KNOW, I GUESS ANYONE THAT KNOWS WHAT THE SPIRIT, (OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO CALL IT) FEELS LIKE WILL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. I JUST WANT TO BE BETTER, DO BETTER.. I HAVE HAD 2 REFERALLS THIS WEEK AT THE SALON, AND 2 REPEAT CUSTOMERS, AND I AM JUST SO EXCITED. MY CLIENTELE IS GROWING, AND IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL GOOD, KIND OF LIKE A LITTLE VOICE SAYING SEE ONCE YOU STOP BEING NEGATIVE LIFE WILL WORK IN CRAZY WAYS TO SHOW YOU THAT YOU TOO CAN HAVE AND BE WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU WANT. I AM ALSO TRAINING FOR THE 1/2 MARATHON, AND THEN THE RAGNAR AGAIN AND THIS TIME AROUND I AM MORE EXCITED STILL NERVOUS BUT IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD, WHEN I CONQUER JUST 1 MORE MILE OR 5 MORE MINUTES. I GET THESE ADRENALINE RUSHES THAT JUST MOTIVATE ME TO NOT GIVE UP.. I HAVE BEEN TAKING THIS CLASS ON MONDAY MORNINGS, THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE.. HA THE LADY HAS AN INSANE BODY AND SHE HAS SERIOUSLY IMPROVED MY BUTT AND LEGS IN 4 WEEKS.. I ♥ HER!! THAT CLASS IS DEFINITELY HARD EVERY TIME, BUT I AM GETTING STRONGER, LAST WEEK I WAS ABLE TO MAKE MY WEIGHT BAR HEAVIER FOR CHEST AND BICEPS.. I USUALLY ALWAYS FALL INTO A DEPRESSION DURING THE WINTER, I AM A SUN AND FUN KIND OF GIRL BUT FOR SOME REASON THIS YEAR I HAVE BEEN TRUCKIN ALONG AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO STOP!!(HA HA HA THAT SOUNDED SO WHITE TRASH)I WENT AND HAD A HEARING TEST TODAY AND MY RIGHT EAR HAS RECOVERED A LOT AND I AM SO HAPPY. IT WILL NEVER BE AS STRONG AS MY LEFT EAR BUT EVEN TO HEAR ANYTHING AT ALL IS AMAZING. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.. BOBBY HAS HELPED ME A LOT, IT IS ALMOST OUR 1 YR ANNIVERSARY AND I CANT BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN A YEAR, YET I FEEL LIKE I HAVE KNOWN HIM MY WHOLE LIFE.. I AM GLAD THAT I MET HIM WHEN I DID BECAUSE I WAS READY TO CHANGE I WANTED SOMEONE THAT MADE ME REALIZE THAT I DESERVED TO FINALLY KNOW THAT I AM WORTH SOMETHING, AND I CAN BE LOVED. SO THANK YOU BABY FOR MAKING MY ♥ WHOLE.... I AM ALSO VERY LUCKY TO HAVE THE FAMILY THAT I DO, AS I GROW UP I SEE MY PARENTS MORE AS BEST FRIENDS THAN PARENTS AND ITS SO NICE, I KNOW THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME, NO MATTER WHAT IT IS I HAVE DONE, OR WHATEVER CRAZY GOAL I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND WANT THEM TO KNOW HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR THEM LOVING ME FOR ME.. I HAVE INCREDIBLE FRIENDS THAT I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU. I HAVE HAD FRIENDS COME AND GO BUT FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I KNOW I WILL STAY FRIENDS WITH THIS CRAZY BUNCH FOREVER.. WE HAVE HAD SO MANY MEMORIES SOME MORE THAN OTHERS, BUT I AM EXCITED FOR THE MANY MORE TO COME.. SO YA I JUST AM GRATEFUL FOR MY LIFE, AND EVERYDAY THAT I LIVE TO LEARN SOMETHING NEW..

Bowling night with Friends!!

We all finally got together, I was so excited especially since we decided to go bowling I love bowling... Almost everyone made it except Melissa, Erin and Katie, so next time girls you better be there... It was really fun to see everyone, and catch up.. I wish that we could get together more often, but its so hard to figure something that will work with everyones schedules... Anyway I still am amazed at the fact that we have all been friends for so long, some friendships have drifted some people have changed but for the most part I still consider these girls my best friends, I am excited to have many more memories..

BOBBYS TOP 15 MOVIES(NOT IN ANY SPECIFIC ORDER!)

1* WILLOW
2* JAMES BOND SERIES
3* BOURNE IDENTITY
4* ANCHORMAN
5* I AM LEGEND(ALTERNATE ENDING)
6* V FOR VENDETTA
7* MEGG DOES MIDVALE
8* DIE HARD SERIES
9* GRAN TORINO
10* CLUE
11* MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 1 AND 3 NOT 2
12* X MEN
13* RONIN
14* OFFICE SPACE
15* LETHAL WEAPON SERIES

MY MONTHLY BLOG!!

I PROMISED MEGAN I WOULD KEEP UP ON THE BLOGGING, ESPECIALLY SINCE MY NAME IS ON IT, I SHOULD PARTICIPATE. I TRIED TO GET MY FRIEND ROBERT TO TAKE OVER MY JOB, AND MEGAN DECIDED THAT WE SHOULD CREATE A NEW BLOG...... BOBROBANDMEGG!!! THATS IN THE WORKS AND ROBERT IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ANY COMMENTS OR SUGGESTIONS YOU MAY HAVE... WORK IS GOING GOOD, I AM AS BUSY AS A BEE. I MANAGED TO GET MEGAN HOOKED ON CHILDRENS LITERATURE, JUST KIDDING SHE HAS NEVER LEFT THAT CATEGORY... I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY MAHANGED TO NOT SIGN UP FOR ANY LIFE ENDING MARATHON STYLE RUNS THIS YEAR, NO MATTER HOW MUCH PEER PRESSURE THAT I GET.. I DID PROMISE TO BE THE DRIVER FOR RAGNAR SO I CAN BE THERE TO SUPPORT MEGG... MY PARENTS HAVE MOVED TO IOWA SO I AM THE ONLY ONE LEFT IN UTAH. NOT THAT I WOULD WANT TO REALLY LIVE THERE, CONSIDERING WITH THE WIND CHILL IT WAS -50 DEGREES THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO MY MOM.. I HAVE A NEW FAVORITE MOVIE OF THE YEAR, MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D IT WAS WELL WRITTEN AND BEAUTIFULLY ACTED JUST KIDDING IT WAS A WASTE OF $7 I WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN.. GRAN TORINO ON THE OTHER HAND WAS AFREAKINGMAZING!!! ITS ALMOST BEEN A YEAR FOR ME AND MEGG, AND I AM GETTING REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT, WE HAVE A VERY FUN LITTLE TRIP PLANNED.. IN CLOSING I JUST WANTED TO SAY............ DID YOU HEAR THE CIRCUS WAS IN TOWN???? ITS "INTENSE"............ THANK YOU ANSLEY'S MOM!!

15 Favorite Movie TAG!!!

I HAVE A LOT OF FAVORITE MOVIES, BUT THESE ARE THE ONES THAT I KNOW I CAN WATCH TIME AND TIME AGAIN!!

1* ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND
2* LIFE OF DAVID GALE
3* SEX AND THE CITY
4* FAMILY STONE
5* LABRYNTH
6* CLUE
7* CRAZY BEAUTIFUL
8* 7 POUNDS
9* TRISTAN AND ISOLDE
10* THELMA AND LOUISE
11* WHAT LIES BENEATH
12* HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS
13* 300
14* IN HER SHOES
15* CRASH

♥Best Friends Forever♥

I finally made it to Colorado to visit the wonderful Sokias!! I had so much fun with Jenn and of course Marley Emmy and I would have enjoyed Carl more but he kept eating my bread ha ha ha(this my friends... is between the cool peeps!!) We went to Steamboat the 1st day that I was there, and let me tell you that place was beautiful Carl was kind enough to buy us lunch including my new favorite dessert, Fried Peanut Butter... O man O man!! THANK YOU CARL!! That night we hung out at their adorable house I loved it!! The next day we decided to go buy a sled so us girls could go sleding, we took so long at Walmart and K mart that we decided to just make lunch and watch a movie and go the next day.. Can I just let everyone know how adorable Marley is that child cracks me up especially when she shakes her little hand and sings single girls ha ha.. SLeding was the BEST!! O Boy most of my pics were from sleding, since we didnt wear makeup any other days I was there ha ha What a great trip this was, I love to relax.. I am now hooked on Gossip Girl and Bachelor thanks Jenn ha ha!! But ya it was a great trip and I am so grateful for the friendships I have with this family.. Jenn I love you, and I had a blast thank you so much for letting me stay and showing me around Craig and Steamboat.. I am proud to call you my friend and you have an amazing family...

la de da!!

Tagged by Meghan....

Tag You're it!!! Rules: 1) Post rules on your blog 2)Answer the six questions with '8' items 3)Let each person know by leaving them a comment

8 Favorite TV shows
1. Sex In The City
2. Friends
3. Heroes
4. Lost
5. House Hunters(and House Hunters International)
6. The Hills and The City
7. Family Feud
8. Americas Next Top Model

8 Things I did yesterday
1. Woke up
2. Watched the bachelor from the night before
3. Wrote some emails
4. Jenn Marley and I went to Walmart and K mart
5. Bought a sled which we used today to go sleding such a good time!
6. Rented a movie and made lunch with Jenners
7. Read stories to Marley
8. Watched American Idol and ate the best dessert bread with Jenn and Carl!

8 Things I look forward to
1. Mondays, it is mine and Bobbys day off plus my favorite gym class
2. Nighttime, cause we have the most comfortable bed!!
3. Trips that I plan with my friends!
4. Continuing to make memories with Bobby!
5. Being Able to run again since my Accident
6. Becoming more educated in my career.
7. Getting a place with Bobby!
8. Bringing Bobby with me to Colorado, and going to visit his fam in Iowa and Italy

8 Favorite Restaurants
1. Setebellos
2. Z Tejas
3. Cafe Rio
4. Cali Pizza Kitchen
5. Tsunami
6. Rumbi
7. Spaghetti Factory
8. Sweet tomatoes

8 Things on my wish-list
1. Another pair of DIors!~
2. RIng ha ha ha
3. A full clientele
4. European Vacation
5. X5
6. Taking time off my last Ragnar Relay and added more miles onto my 18!

I am not going to tag anyone because if you want to fill something like this out then you can but I dont want you to feel obligated!!

Bye Bye Brownie♥

Who has a party on a Tuesday? WE DO ha ha ha... My cousin Bryan"Brownie"Brown, decided to embark on a new adventure to St George, and Dixie State.. I had so much fun at Dixie, so I am sure he will pass the time nicely haha!! Britt, Nicki and Ans invited everyone over to the house of sugar and the fun times began... Lexie and I got there about 8, and I made it about 30 min before I wanted to be 19 again and I played tip cup ha ha or whatever,, I am proud to say Dunham and Lexie were my partners and we were undefeated!!! GO TEAM GO!! No it was a good night, Bobby showed up after work and the boys had a dance party in the kitchen... At about 11, my old lady self came out and I was tired.. So Bobby and I went home, and I made ravioli ha ha ha (not sure if that was a good idea, I didnt feel to good after!) It was a really fun night, with A LOT of laughs.. Bobby and I have some really great friends who are always there to provide a good time.. So thanks Brownie for going to college, cause your little go away party was a BLAST!!

*HAPPY NEW YEARS*

Most of the gang at babylon*
My boyfriend when Bobby is working ha ha


This picture is way too funny not to post.. I♥U Lexie!
O man last night was quite the adventure ha ha... I met up with some friends for dinner at Squatters and it was a lot of fun(thank you Brooke for bringing Champagne!) We then headed over to Babylon hoping it was going to be a good time... I wasnt on the list(which is wierd I am infamous lol) and all I had was my passport so being a lil tipsy I showed my passport like a badge and just said I am international ha ha ha WOW but hey it got me in!! We stayed there for awhile, I of course fell in ♥ with another gay man ha ha everyone decided they wanted to walk to a friends party a few blocks away... We got there, and I was annoyed because I wanted to buy Tyler a drink so I waited in this long line, when I reached the front they told me I had to go wait in another huge line for tickets then I could come back Umm no thanks..(ty I owe you $10 ha ha) Bobby called me about this time, and I found out Brit and the girls were at Lumpys so I left that party and walked to lumpys not too sure why I thought that was a good idea?! I waited in line at Lumpys, and the guy was going to let me in for free since I just walked right into the VIP line, but then when he heard about Bobby is was suddenly $20, I didnt want Bobby to have to pay to park, and then pay again to get into the bar so we left and some girl in line was like you should have paid ha ha umm ya I am sure Lumpys was worth it!! So we decided to head over to my friend Alicias well when we drove past her house no one was there and no lights were on ha ha(I didnt get the text about her not having people over!) I think the best part of the night though was.... The fact that when it turned midnight Bobby and I were getting hot dogs in West Valley at 711(I am bummed I didnt have my camera!!) ha ha ha GOOD TIMES ALWAYS with Bobby and Megg.. I hope everyone had a happy new year, and hopefully 2009 will be a good year for all!!!♥