old school friends!

I just wanted to write a little blog to my friends.... I cant believe that we have been friends for as long as we have! I just love that we can get together once a year(it better be more often) and it feels like its only been a couple days.. Like lauren said I am now more sure than ever that we will all be friends forever.. I have some of my best memories with these girls, and a couple of the crew couldnt make it(erin Melissa, Becca) but I am hoping that we can all get together more often, even if its just 2 of us.. Its nice to have that comfort of knowing that I found the group of people I am going to grow old with! I am sad that I didnt get to see the shady guy walk Katie to her car, ha ha but I am sure there will be more randomness to come.. SO thank you girls for being some of the best friends a girl could ask for!

Park City

So yesterday Bobby and I decided to go up to Park City do something a little different for a change.. There was a huge fire in Draper yesterday and the air was horrible so we were thinking that maybe it would be nicer up in the mountains so we went to smiths and grabbed some snacks for our road trip lol and we were off.... too bad when we got there the smoke was worse than it was in Salt Lake :( I wanted to go to the discount cosmetics place to see if they had any of my make up that was stolen, they didnt but I did find some really pretty lip glass I got a set of 3, I would never go to that store if they didnt have good deals because the people that work there are the biggest bitches sorry but they are You receive horrible customer service Jenn You remember that place right? they didnt even greet us, and there were 3 people working and they just kept walking by and not saying anything, so I made my purchase and the only thing the lady said to me was "can I see your id" no thank you, not even a hello at this time so Bobby said WOW this is great customer service, and when we were walking out of the door, I looked at the lady and said "O by the way you are welcome for this purchase!" ha ha It makes me so mad that people like that can even have jobs yet I still shop there damn my make up addiction... I just dont see how hard it is to simply say Hello? nothing more but at least acknowledge the fact that I am there... Anyway so then we went to American Eagle, I havent been into an American Eagle for years, but surprisingly they had some really cute clothes and good deals... SO I went a little crazy and bought me some really cute new work clothes, I needed to stop shopping then considering I had already spent $100 at the beauty supply store(good thing thats a tax write off ha ha) so I made Bobby promise me that he wouldnt let me buy anything else... But then I made the mistake of going into ALDO I wish that I still worked there sometimes but only for the discount... They had the most adorable black purse ever and I wanted it so so so so bad, but I wouldnt buy it I was staying strong but Bobby knew that I wanted it and so he says to me " I havent bought you a surprise in awhile can I get you this?" O man I am such a lucky girl, and very spoiled :) so I am now the proud owner of the cutest black purse! YAY~~ Then we decided that we were done shopping and we went to dinner at Loco Lizard, I have never been, and it was really quite good so if you have never been I would recommend it.. I got the salmon salad, and Bobby got a smothered burrito of course I wanted his~(I love carbs!!) So ya that was our little adventure to park city... I think next week we might hit up the University mall in Provo woo woo~

SAY WHAT YOU NEED TO SAY

I Found this quote today and I just couldnt help myself I had to get some venting out... I have been going through a lot of changes lately as I have said, one of these changes is my friendships and the people I surround myself with. I have always tried to be the best friend that I can be, and I know sometimes that wasnt real great.. I went through a very bad time when I wanted to hurt everyone around me, I wanted to see just how far I could push people and I am sorry if you were one of those and I am grateful for everyone who has stayed by me through the thick and the thin.. But the 1 thing I have done that no one should be mad at me for and call me a bad friend is figure shit out for myself become stronger and I fall in love.. I am so sick of the drama, I am just done with it and I have had the last hopefully. I need to just move on, I have always said people are in your life for a reason and when that reason has come to an end than you need to just let them go they may come back but you cant fight non stop to try to keep them there.. I cant even imagine why a someone who calls themself your friend would tell you that you are a horrible friend because you dont go out with them all of the time anymore? it is SO easy to blame Bobby, dont even acknowledge the fact that I finally am in my career plus another job, ummm I am 25 o ya and maybe my DUI? that may have calmed down my partying, but NOPE it is all bobbys fault and it just makes me so mad.. I am just thankful that i have some of the friendships that I do it helps me to realize that i am good person and there are people out there that are happy for me, and they know that I am happy and I am only going forward... It just makes me laugh that my best friend (who has been there for everything) lives in Colorado and we dont see each other nearly as much as I would like but she isnt a bad friend because she isnt by my side 24/7... There comes a time in your life when you need to cut the umbilical cord from your friends and you need to find yourself, the true ones will be there behind you like a guardian angel the other not so great ones will fade into the distance, and you will miss them and it will hurt when you realize how conditional the friendship was but it is better to let go of the comfort of them and embrace the relationship you can have with yourself.. cause really ladies like Carrie said about relationships/friendships....

Well there are those that open you up to something new and exotic.

Those that are old and familiar.

Those that bring up lots of questions.

Those that bring you somewhere unexpected.

Those that bring you far from where you started.

Those that bring you back.

But the most exciting challenging relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. and if you find someone to love the you that you love, well then thats just fabulous....

So I just wanted to write this as a way of saying I am happy with where I am at, and where I hope to go in my life... Bobby in no way has every been and I cant imagine ever will be bad for me. So I am sorry to those who are too involved with their own bitterness to see it and support it, but mostly I am sorry because until you love you no one can...

Fresh Meat

So, not that I don't have lots to say, I'm new to this blog thing, and I just figure that with all the random thoughts that comprise my day, I'd put any potential readers to sleep. However, I don't want Megg to have all the mother-blogging fun on here, so now you get to hear from me! Alright, in the last few days I've gotten to go to the jack johnson concert, (which was fantastic), and we discovered a super fantastic surprise on our couch, left by one of the drunks who crash there sometimes..... and here I thought I was years away from tending infants!!! I was beaten to all the cool blog news, new camera, babysitting, etc, but trust me, it was lots of fun! Well, aside from home mantinence duties, things have been pretty quiet, I'm just trying to keep up with all the things life keeps throwing at us! Oh, more good news, Megan seems to be getting better, so, she's a lot happier as well. Happy times for all!

jack johnson concert

We went to jack johnson last night and it was incredible.. It was my 1st time at @ a JAck Concert and he is now by far one of my favorite performers... his music is awesome that I already knew but the fact that he performed and sounded just like his cds I loved... I Am usually disappointed at concerts because musicians try to overdue the live performance and they end up sounding nothing like themselves which doesnt make going to see them worth it.. Why would you want to go see someone perform that you love only to listen to something that sounds nothing like them? Anyway his music is just so mellow and carefree it reminded me of hawaii and the peacefulness of that way of living is priceless. I wish that I had money so I could take a month off every year and just take a trip and relax in kauai...(also it reminded me of hawaii probably because chris and I were in line in Maui next to Jack ha ha) But ya it was a blast and our roommate Dylan caME , man he was a drunked sac of guts.. But it was pretty funny there was a time when he was singing jack, and then he would take the tune of a song and list the roster for the utah jazz in the beat ha ha ha It was quite impressive!~ Seeing all the drunk shenanigans at the concert made me sad, it made me think of all the things I missed out on because I was drunk. O I was there but its just a better experience when you can remember it and really listen to the music and just sit back and enjoy yourself.. O and not waking up with the nauseous dry mouth and bad attitude is fabulous also.. Anyway I would suggest if you havent seen jack johnson in concert or if you have never listened to his music that you become a fan right now~

lil swimmers

So today Bobby and I bought me a new camera YAY! I am going to be a lot more careful with this one, no more bar pics, and definitely no more moving to hawaii and filling it with sand...! It is a canon and I love it so far :) Then we decided to babysit and havea little birth control session ha too bad the kids have been great today! It was me Kenna Bobby and ethan we went swimming and I wanted to take pics but I wasnt getting my camera near the water or the kids ha ha! So I was able to take a couple after shots.. But so far it has been a great day, I am not sure if I have some flu bug but I just ate and I am sick again :( maybe it is because I ate at mcdonalds or maybe my body is just telling me to take up an eating disorder ha ha! I am going to go take a little nap with kenna bug(she is out like a light) and then Bobby Dylan, Lexie and the gang are off to Jack Johnson woo woo! I will definitely have pics of that! O ps... I used to love John Mayer but I am really mad at him right now for breaking jennifer anistons heart I really wanted them to work out, why I am a celebrity gossip nerd I dont know but I just really like Jennifer Aniston I am a friends addict!

MEMORY GAME

This will be fun! This is just too fun to pass up. Here are the directions: 1. Add a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! (Either Bobby or me!) 2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. If you don't want to play on your blog, or if you don't have a blog, I'll leave my memory of you in my comments

new to this!

so I was hanging out with my friend Katie the other night and she introduced me to the blog world.. I am still not very familiar with it but I am excited to use it and get better at it.. I love to write, and I would love to keep in better touch with people. and this seems the easiest way to me.. Lets see where do I begin? I have been through quite a lot since highschool some good times some bad times but I would never change anything... I am currently working at a salon in Draper as a stylist and I really do love it, I am so happy that I finally let go of my fears and I found a career that I am good at and makes me happy. It is such a rewarding feeling to have people come to you for a complete change.. I enjoy making people happy, and other peoples lives stories are very interesting.. I feel like I have finally let go of my party past, and I am ready to grow up.. It has been a hard transition but I know that its the most positive move I could make.. I live with my amazing boyfriend Bobby, I cant believe that I finally found the guy that was made for me.. We just fit, and I our relationship is getting stronger everyday.. Dont get me wrong we have fought o boy have we fought ha ha but We are meant to be together, and no one said it was going to be easy.. I just couldnt imagine my life without him, he makes me want to be a better person.. I just cant believe the girl I used to be has become the girl I am today.. I am happy to say that I have kept in touch with my highschool friends some more than others but I know we will be friends forever.. They almost all are married and they have the most adorable babies it is so wierd for me to think that one day I might have a mini me walking around... It is a very scary thought... I also have made some amazing new friends along the way.. I definitely am blessed I have an incredible family and the 3 adorable nieces and a nephew that is a mouth on legs ha he is a riot... The 1st time he met Bobby he grilled him, and then let him know he wasnt too sure about Bobby Hansen, but now he just adores him.. All the kids do, kenna cant say his name so she calls him Bobby Handsome its pretty much the cutest.. He is so great with kids, I am so proud of him for going for his dream and becoming a teacher... It may not be the best income but to know that you could be the biggest influence in someones life is priceless. I strongly believe you must do what you love and love what you do... I am going to make bobby post something(eventhough he doesnt think he has much to say ha ha) Cause this is our blog ;) I hope everyone has a great day!