A LOT HAS BEEN HAPPENING BUT I AM NOT LETTING IT GET ME DOWN.. I HAVE JUST BEEN STAYING AS POSITIVE AS I CAN, AND EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE FALLING INTO PLACE.. I HAVE SEEN 3 REALLY INSPIRATIONAL MOVIES IN THE PAST 3 DAYS, THE BLIND SIDE, INVICTUS, AND FOREVER STRONG. THEY WERE ALL ABOUT FAMILY, LOVE SUPPORT, FRIENDS, BEING TRUE TO YOURSELF.. I DONT KNOW MAYBE IT HAS JUST BEEN SURROUNDING MYSELF WITH POSITIVE INFLUENCES LATELY THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ME KEEP MY HEAD UP?.. I HAVE TAKEN A NEW LOVE FOR RUGBY(THANKS BOBBY, WHO KNEW HE WAS A RUGBY FANATIC HE IS ACTUALLY TEACHING ME TO PLAY IT ON THE X BOX HA HA) WE HAVE MADE A DECISION TOGETHER TO POST PONE OUR HONEYMOON, WE WILL GO ON A SHORT LITTLE WEEKEND VACATION TO PC, OR LAVA SOMEWHERE EASY AND FUN? BUT WE ARE SAVING UP FOR AN ADVENTURE THAT WE WILL NEVER FORGET... WE ARE GOING TO THE 2011 RUGBY WORLD CUP IN NEW ZEALAND.. YES THAT IS CORRECT, I SAID WE ARE GOING TO AUCKLAND NEW ZEALAND AND I CAN NOT WAIT.. I KNOW THAT IT IS STILL ALMOST 2 YRS AWAY BUT THATS A GOOD THING BECAUSE NOW WE ARE TAKING THE SAVINGS WE HAVE ADDED TO EVERY MONTH FOR OUR CRUISE AND WE ARE PUTTING IT TOWARDS THIS AMAZING ADVENTURE.. WE HAVE INVITED MY PARENTS ALSO BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN THEIR DREAM TO KAYAK THERE, AND THIS WILL ALSO BE A CELEBRATION FOR MY MOM BECAUSE WE ARE IN HOPES BY THEN SHE WILL BE A SURVIVOR OF BREAST CANCER.. THANK YOU AGAIN TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME IN THIS CRAZY EMOTIONAL SURREAL TIME. I HAVE SOME INCREDIBLE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, AND THEY HAVE SHOWN ME THAT THEY ARE UNCONDITIONALLY THERE FOR ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE. I AM TRULY GRATEFUL. I BELIEVE THAT WE AND I WILL JUST CONTINUE GOING UP... I AM MADLY MADLY MADLY IN LOVE WITH RYAN ROBERT KELLY HANSEN... I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE HOW CRAZY I AM ABOUT THIS MAN.. I AM A VERY LUCKY GIRL, AND EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT HIM AND US AND OUR LIFE TOGETHER A SMILE SPREADS ACROSS MY FACE AND I AM A TEENAGER AGAIN.. I LOST THIS FEELING FOR AWHILE, AND I THINK EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME SINCE PROBABLY SEPT WHEN I WENT TO CALIFORNIA TO NOW HAS MADE ME REALIZE LIFE IS TOO SHORT A VOICE JUST TOLD ME AGAIN AND AGAIN LET GO OF THE BAD JUST LET IT GO MEGG YOU HAVE TO YOU NEED TO, AND I DID AND IT WAS HARD BUT I CAN ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST AND KNOW I BELIEVE I HAVE DONE WHAT IS BEST FOR ME... I AM GOING TO PUT ALL OF MY STRENGTH AND LOVE INTO PROTECTING MY MOM, I LOVE HER AND I AM NOT READY TO GROW UP WITH OUT HER SO YES SHE WILL BEAT THIS, AND YES THIS WILL BE HARD BUT WE WILL MAKE IT!! I HAVE A FAMILY THAT IS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT, AND I AM SO GRATEFUL I CAN SAY THAT... ANYWAY I AM JUST A HAPPY GIRL, AND IN 5 MONTHS I WILL BE MRS. ROBERT HANSEN(HA HA IS THAT HOW YOU SAY IT?) IF NOT THEN IN 5 MONTHS I WILL BE MEGAN HANSEN HA HA... WHAT A WHIRLWIND LIFE HAS BEEN, BUT IT HAS BEEN AN AMAZING JOURNEY SO FAR...
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