♥Life is Good♥

I JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE BLOG TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS. I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT REALLY, BUT I AM JUST SO HAPPY AND POSITIVE LATELY. I HAVE LET GO A LOT OF THE NEGATIVITY AND TOXICITY I HAVE BEEN HANGING ONTO BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS WHAT I WANTED, WHAT I NEEDED. I KEPT DENYING THAT ANYTHING WAS WRONG, AND I THOUGHT HEY YOU LIVE AND YOU GROW BUT WHEN NOTHING CHANGES AND ALL YOU FEEL IS RESENTMENT AND ANGER TOWARDS SOMETHING/SOMEONE THEN IT IS TIME TO LET IT GO. DONT RUIN YOUR DAY, LIFE, SPIRIT BY HANGING ONTO SOMETHING THAT HAS MORE CONS THAN PROS.. I GUESS THAT IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED ONCE I LET GO, I JUST FELT A WEIGHT RELEASE OFF OF ME I FELT FREE, AND IT WAS FABULOUS.. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND I AM HAPPY, MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I WAKE UP TO MY SOULMATE ♥. BUT I KNOW IT IS MORE, I JUST WANT TO VALUE LIFE, I WANT TO LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST... BOBBY AND I HAVE STARTED READING THE BOOK OF MORMON, HE HELPS ME SO I CAN FIGURE OUT EXACTLY JUST WHAT NEPHI IS SAYING :) BUT EVERYNIGHT NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM OR HOW HARD MY DAY HAS BEEN I HAVE TO READ AT LEAST 1 CHAPTER, I CANT SLEEP IF I DONT HA HA.. WE ALWAYS USUALLY END UP READING MORE. I DONT KNOW, I GUESS ANYONE THAT KNOWS WHAT THE SPIRIT, (OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO CALL IT) FEELS LIKE WILL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. I JUST WANT TO BE BETTER, DO BETTER.. I HAVE HAD 2 REFERALLS THIS WEEK AT THE SALON, AND 2 REPEAT CUSTOMERS, AND I AM JUST SO EXCITED. MY CLIENTELE IS GROWING, AND IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL GOOD, KIND OF LIKE A LITTLE VOICE SAYING SEE ONCE YOU STOP BEING NEGATIVE LIFE WILL WORK IN CRAZY WAYS TO SHOW YOU THAT YOU TOO CAN HAVE AND BE WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU WANT. I AM ALSO TRAINING FOR THE 1/2 MARATHON, AND THEN THE RAGNAR AGAIN AND THIS TIME AROUND I AM MORE EXCITED STILL NERVOUS BUT IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD, WHEN I CONQUER JUST 1 MORE MILE OR 5 MORE MINUTES. I GET THESE ADRENALINE RUSHES THAT JUST MOTIVATE ME TO NOT GIVE UP.. I HAVE BEEN TAKING THIS CLASS ON MONDAY MORNINGS, THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE.. HA THE LADY HAS AN INSANE BODY AND SHE HAS SERIOUSLY IMPROVED MY BUTT AND LEGS IN 4 WEEKS.. I ♥ HER!! THAT CLASS IS DEFINITELY HARD EVERY TIME, BUT I AM GETTING STRONGER, LAST WEEK I WAS ABLE TO MAKE MY WEIGHT BAR HEAVIER FOR CHEST AND BICEPS.. I USUALLY ALWAYS FALL INTO A DEPRESSION DURING THE WINTER, I AM A SUN AND FUN KIND OF GIRL BUT FOR SOME REASON THIS YEAR I HAVE BEEN TRUCKIN ALONG AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO STOP!!(HA HA HA THAT SOUNDED SO WHITE TRASH)I WENT AND HAD A HEARING TEST TODAY AND MY RIGHT EAR HAS RECOVERED A LOT AND I AM SO HAPPY. IT WILL NEVER BE AS STRONG AS MY LEFT EAR BUT EVEN TO HEAR ANYTHING AT ALL IS AMAZING. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.. BOBBY HAS HELPED ME A LOT, IT IS ALMOST OUR 1 YR ANNIVERSARY AND I CANT BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN A YEAR, YET I FEEL LIKE I HAVE KNOWN HIM MY WHOLE LIFE.. I AM GLAD THAT I MET HIM WHEN I DID BECAUSE I WAS READY TO CHANGE I WANTED SOMEONE THAT MADE ME REALIZE THAT I DESERVED TO FINALLY KNOW THAT I AM WORTH SOMETHING, AND I CAN BE LOVED. SO THANK YOU BABY FOR MAKING MY ♥ WHOLE.... I AM ALSO VERY LUCKY TO HAVE THE FAMILY THAT I DO, AS I GROW UP I SEE MY PARENTS MORE AS BEST FRIENDS THAN PARENTS AND ITS SO NICE, I KNOW THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME, NO MATTER WHAT IT IS I HAVE DONE, OR WHATEVER CRAZY GOAL I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND WANT THEM TO KNOW HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR THEM LOVING ME FOR ME.. I HAVE INCREDIBLE FRIENDS THAT I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU. I HAVE HAD FRIENDS COME AND GO BUT FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I KNOW I WILL STAY FRIENDS WITH THIS CRAZY BUNCH FOREVER.. WE HAVE HAD SO MANY MEMORIES SOME MORE THAN OTHERS, BUT I AM EXCITED FOR THE MANY MORE TO COME.. SO YA I JUST AM GRATEFUL FOR MY LIFE, AND EVERYDAY THAT I LIVE TO LEARN SOMETHING NEW..